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Hello there. My name is Reverie Bizarre and I'm an aspiring writer and game developer. If you'd like to know anything else, feel free to drop me a message. Also, in case you've seen me around the BBS in the past, I apologize for the person I used to be.

Reverie Bizarre @zag

Age 32

Smutty Game Dev

OCC (Syracuse) drop-out

Syracuse, New York

Joined on 2/1/04

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Wow..... u.u;

Posted by zag - July 10th, 2011


First of all, this upcoming text is virtually pointless. I'm only submitting this because its relevant to Newgrounds (and frankly, I don't post to amuse other people anyway)
moving on...

I was just looking at some of my old reviews on this website and... wow.
it's entirely possible that I was one of the most immature children ever. seriously? what exactly compelled my thirteen year old self to type some of the things I did? I do not remember being the kind of person who would type such tasteless reviews in a public forum. what about being online completely warped my sense of being? why? for the love of god, why?!?!
did I have absolutely no concept of grammar whatsoever? I couldn't have possibly thought that I was actually being witty or intelligent in the least.
anyway, I may not be too happy with who I've turned into but looking back, I'm glad that I've changed as much as I have.
I look forward to the day when you can delete your own reviews on Newgrounds. I don't know how much I can speak for others but personally, I would be far better at moderating my old reviews than any moderator.
*sigh*

anyway, I'm done with my rant...
here's a picture I drew...

Wow..... u.u;


Comments

I think most people can say their early reviews are pretty bad. Mine are subpar as well, but the only thing one can do is just review some more to 'bury' the embarrassing ones.

I'd like to think that I've left some decent reviews in the past few months... it's not even that my old reviews are just poorly constructed though. it's that I display a side of myself that I don't even remember having. I'm probably just blocking it out.

anyway, life goes on.
at least I'm not now who I once was (and for that, I'm incredibly grateful)

Thats weird because just last night outta the blue i decided to go threw my old reviews. Haha it was awful. I was rude in nearly everyone of em. Also great picture.

yeah... there was a post on the BBS not too long ago about other people doing that as well (it arose right after my entry here so I have to wonder if the person read this :P)
I think we were all kind of newb-ish when we were younger. it's some weird power that Newgrounds has over people I guess XD
and thank you for complimenting my picture ^.^
that's a far cry from the last person who commented on my other topic :P

.....You're not nineteen.

o.o; yes I am...
why? what exactly is your reasoning behind that comment?

If you think of yourself as more mature since then, then there is nothing to feel bad about.

I'm just ashamed of who I was... I like to think that I was better than that. usually, I was. something about the internet made me an idiot.
I know I've improved though. I like who I've become (though not as much as I'll like who I become in the future ^.^)